Alone in Private (7):
Spending hours alone, in a stupor; living a secret life you never planned to live.
Get on your knees and vomit until you are empty, then vomit some more.
Go outdoors in the cold without a coat because your dilated capillaries make you feel warm.
Abuse your body; starve your brain of oxygen; and poison your liver.
Suppress the hate you have for the people who failed you and hurt you.
Fall unconscious, hit your head on the corner of a table and die from a concussion and hematoma.
Go for a swim in the ocean at night, to be washed up on shore three days later as flotsam.
In Private Settings (2):
Take off your clothes, climb into bed with a stranger, and wake up with an STD.
Be a pathetic, bleary-eyed, raging, vindictive role model for your children.
In Public Settings (14):
Spend the money that could have been invested for you, by you, for capital growth.
Have the best times you'll never remember.
Climb on a table and dance with foolish abandon.
Sing karaoke without a thought for the melody, the lyrics, or the audience.
Forget the emptiness of your life and fill the hours with mindless laughter and empty talk.
Forget yourself, your social reserve, and act like obnoxious people do.
Start a fistfight over nothing, break things, and get a beating.
Let the mask of civilized, polite respectability fall and let the depraved forces within act upon the innocent.
Meet new friends; go off with them on an adventure, oblivious of their ultimate intentions.
Flash a wad of cash and wake up dead in the alley behind the bar.
Drive your car through a crosswalk, oblivious of the pedestrians therein.
Drive your car into a car parked on the side of the freeway, mangling those standing around it.
Drive your car head-on into opposing traffic and wipe out the lives of a family of strangers.
Drive your car into a cement viaduct and kill your best friend in the passenger seat beside you.